To me, February means springtime is not too far away. March is better.
My Mom’s birthday is in March, and her birthday signals for me the official end of winter.
My thoughts now turn to opening our house on Cape Cod. I think about it constantly now. The days are getting longer, but not yet warm enough to turn the water back on or stay there overnight (no heat except for a fireplace in the living room).
2006 was special because we were able to wait to shut down the house due to the warm weather. Unfortunately, I jumped the gun and shut down after my last visit on November 29th. But we could’ve kept going there through the holidays and into the first week of January. If only we had known. And so, the place sits, empty and cold, waiting for the warmth of our hearts and sunshine.
I am afraid, still, to walk the dogs together. At the Cape, I have no choice because we can’t fence in our yard. So, I have to walk them, on leash. It will be a challenge, since I’ve now gone months without walking them together, due to Hector’s foot injury and my not feeling well on most days.
We live within one minute’s walking distance of one of the most beautiful beaches on Cape Cod. Dogs are allowed, yet there is a strictly-enforced leash law. The irony: you can bring your dog to the beach, but you can’t let him run loose. And if you have more than one dog, then you really have to have control over them. Everyone and their brother brings their dogs to “our” beach. Try controlling 170 pounds of male, excited dog when you’re only 5 feet tall and they’ve got at least 20 pounds on ya. It just ain’t gonna happen. So, I end up leaving Hector at home, and taking Hobie to the beach. Hector is somewhat afraid of water, and doesn’t require as much activity as Hobie does. Still, it makes me sad that I can’t handle them confidently enough to enjoy the beach together. (Notice that the dogs are loose in the photo above, snapped during “off-season” when nobody was around.)
February is my goal-setting month. I don’t do New Year’s resolutions. I do February resolutions! Goal #1 is to start walking the dogs on leash, on long walks, again. Hector’s foot is still bothering him a little, so it’s not time yet. But by the end of March, we have to get back to that, or I will lack the confidence I need when we return to the beach.
Here are photos of Hobie, taken during a visit to our beach, after Thanksgiving.
